New hang out.

Teh’s fun. Always has been. A much needed, well-deserved break for me. Now break’s over, it’s back to the books. Oh bother.

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Hmmm. Perhaps we should hold our bday celebration there eh girls? hee. If the boys don’t want to make effort, then they’re not invited. *evil laugh

After a long day at work (on a Saturday), it sure is nice to come home with a sweet lil prezzie. Thank you dearies, for the advanced bday present. I really appreciate it.

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and ouh, my love’s back from reservist! happyhappyhappy )

I don’t know why, but I just felt like following one of the egrets at the NIE bus stop. ( … or at least, what I ASSUME to be an egret.)

 Tried to take a picture of it, but it kept hopping away…

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plus, my friends got a new obsession now. SUKUN. Some fruit, commonly found on campus. 

hekhekhek. tinggal tunggu masa dia masak aje niiiii…

Kejar burung lah, buat plot nak bawak lari buah sukun lah…

I sure am going to miss NIE and being around the three of you when we all start teaching. Ah well, good things must come to an end. For now, lets just enjoy the last few moments of being a student.

Sometimes, it’s 5 mins phonecalls like this that make me assured and sane while you are away. I realize that I am very reliant on phonecalls more than meet-ups or anything else… it’s not too bad a thing, because to balance it all up, I don’t expect to be sent home every night or meet 24/7 right? hee. I really hope to see you on Saturday love. You’ve been missed; truckloads.

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Teh was good. Matt tricked me into thinking that we were going to take a bus to al azhar, so when sitti’s car came I was like so freaking blur lah. Anyway I enjoyed today’s topic. It’s always fun to talk about how different relationships work, without having to judge what the ideal relationship should be like. We are all very different individuals, and how or whether the relationship works, should be decided by the two individuals involved and no one else.

Thanks loves for teh, and sitti for the ride there. meet again soon.

… that has come out of you being away for two weeks at reservist.

*sings

…alunan kasihnya

menerangi gelita…

who would have thought we’d make such a team? hehe. hope everything goes smoothly… insya’allah.

finally used up the second cash voucher at causeway point. got myself two dresses. and some other essentials. now we both got turqoise dresses. wee. happy happy.

aiyah. many more assignments to do…

i soo miss you. haiz saturday, please come quick!

Thank god for friendster… and for KH, who reminded me of coz. Grabbed this sinful piece of chocolate cake from the cafe…

Decorated the box in mr bumiputera’s class…

hekhekhek. the 5 min impromptu bday celebration… Hope you liked the choc cake babe! and ouh, pardon the early morning faces… sungguh slack. hehe

Thank you for the advanced bday prezzie.

I constantly dream of a day,

…where all the hideously grey areas, will be able to be defined as either black or white.

…by putting them into black and white.

Then again, there is beauty in subjectivity. Furthermore, I am in a world dominated by men; they wouldn’t even listen to a voice like mine right?

One can’t help, but dream. But me? Sometimes, I wish I could stop tiring myself out with such idealistic ambitions.

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“…berguru biar ramai…”

I haven’t had time to listen to myself for quite some time now. The long jog I had minutes ago was precisely what my body needed after being ignored for two weeks in a row. I felt guilty; skipping gym & jogs for so long, but I feel slightly better now after the evening jog. Debrief was brought forward to another week due to the team’s personal commitments; but I kinda got a mental debrief with myself a moment ago while running on the stadium tracks.

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I feel very blessed to have very understanding groupmates, who do not need to be actively involved in whatever activities I am in, to understand my predicament. Thank you babes. Aku compile write-up ok?

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I need to control my temper, and deal with stress rationally.

… but ocassionally, you need a miniscule earthquake to get people thinking, and things moving.

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I like being in the new environment I am in. Exploring is fun, but I can’t do it on my own. I’ve said this many times, in many situations/places/with many different groups of people. We need to work together. More importantly, we need to have faith in each other.

One thing’s for sure, if we had no chemistry at all or if what we did never provided me with personal fulfillment, I would left a long time ago.

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I’d like a nice movie & dinner with you, before I proceed with my assignments, again. See you in an hour.