We both agreed that break-ups bring about inevitable change. However, no matter how devastating the situation can get, eventually everyone has to pick themselves up. But of course easier said than done; we both can’t imagine living life alone without our current partners. Grateful we are of what we still have today. Proud we are of the courage we have to make things work.

Heard this on Men In Trees,

and managed to meet and chit chat with amelia and nabil for a few minutes… before some cleaning lady decided to show up with a mop and well… erm mopped us away!? EH, I’m not exagerating ok? Far east sebesar-besarnya, still nak mop spot bawah kaki aku? How like dat…

ah well, I think I need anger management. because it’s been making me do destructive stuff when I get too stressed up. Sorry to all casualties. heh. buy u all teh lah, can?

ezdi faster come home!!!

Just because I may appear cool on the surface to you, doesn’t mean you have the license to crack such jokes and mention my name as well in black and white. and ouh, you didn’t mention the rest because you’re afraid she’ll cry? Well, what made you think I won’t SLAP you in the face when I read such insults in my email?

and no, we are NOT interested in donning the bikini, NOT because we are NOT confident or ashamed of our body shape and size.

We just want to reserve the best for our other half. It’s not a crime to cover up our assets, is it? I don’t judge people who run around half-naked on the beach, so why judge me?

I’m sorry I don’t handle such jokes very well, especially when it comes from people who are by far, BIGger than me.

haiz. I think this has to be the most stressful semestral exams I’ve ever gone through. Expectations? Everyone has them. And since I am the kind that don’t do too well in presentations, the exams (and rushed individual essays. ish) are all I’ve got.

I think the biggest hurdle in the upcoming exams is the fact that our papers are back-to-back. Normally, we’d have at least have a day or two in between papers to get a little shut eye and time to revise and memorize important points.

and I really REALLY want to (at least) maintain my current GPA. 4.01. I didn’t expect to hit 4 during the last semestral exams, but I sure am glad I did. but now, I don’t know whether I’ll be able to (even) maintain the grade.

So now I’m trying the opposite. This means studying topics that I have better knowledge of i.e the ones I presented or did essays on. And it worked wonders yeay! I feel so motivated to write more when the topics i pick make sense.

ok people… we STILL have FOUR more days to go!

“…takper bleh ecah, maseh ada time… Allah akan hanya beri kita dugaan yang Dia tahu kita boleh tanggung…”

ok. jom study lagi jom!

The notes have been printed. And I have been making progress (i think). And it is still Tuesday. Still lots more to cover, but, I am choosing to remain positive about things.

Meanwhile, an unexpected guest on NIE grounds led to a much needed study break.

Gado gado He’ won 5-3 fair & square, but since Yippe de Ye’ requested to lose ‘with face’, we gave them another chance to level up the score. It was a friendly anyway. hehe. Thx for the company.

Let’s get on with mugging for the upcoming papers people! To my BA mates, all the best loves!

and now my tummy feels really weird. uh oh. pictures of the very fun dinner at marina soon on multiply.

NOTE TO SELF:

focus. FOCUS

Must prioritize. Study. Study. Study.